wow um yah [Tuesday June 27th, 2006 10:14pm] [ mood | brrr ] [ music | afi-miss murder ] yeah so its been since thanksgiving since ive updated this thing, and way too much has gone on in my life since then. lets see... umm yeah i never did try and fix things with anthony i basicly stayed with Thomas until Lori came into the picture again. we still do our thing though... school finished, i passed all of my classes, we moved back into my house, finally. um i met a boy. hes already come and gone. not really worth mentioning. what else? umm yeah im in new york right now. summer is kicking ass so far. we go back to miami tomorrow, and then im staying until the fourth of july. nothing too exciting happening although im going to try and keep up with this thing again. hmm... well ♥, peace and happyness to all. *-j 1 ♥

[Thursday February 9th, 2006 8:44am] wow, so yeah i havent updated this thing in forever... i just remebered ive had it... so much as gone on... im too tired to even write it all... hey atleast i updated. 0 ♥

eeee! [Tuesday October 11th, 2005 4:32pm] [ mood | im feeling it.... ] [ music | xtina- impossible ] yeah so this weekend was fucking awesome =] the guys came up AGAIN... 3 weekends in a row... when they got here on saturday night, they came over... i cooked them dinner with my mom... and then we headed out, we went to the movies =] bahh. we saw Two for the Money. and OMFG luis, coby and shelby were there ah ha I almost threw my shoe at her head but my boo stoped me. Anyways... The movie was good, even though we really didnt pay attention =X =] ummmm after that we had to drop megan off at home... it was like 2 am and we came home and i set the boys up in there room and me and thomas laid in bed together and watched mean girls lol it was funny. esp since andrew was snoring loud as fuck in the other bed. haha... on sunday morning we woke up maddd early like at 7 and andrew and i went to pick up megan, lol after we picked up megan we went to wash the montey. lol it was hilarious to watch andrew washing his car... we came home and thomas was still sleeping but breakfast was ready to i jumped in bed with him and woke him up... we ate, andrew took a shower, thomas took a shower, then i took a shower, then we went back out. we went to starbucks cuz i needed my iced white mocha, and andrew needed his tea. we went to the beach... and thomas and i kissed in the rain... it was sooo cute... after that we went to mall and me and tom stayed in the car for a quickie =] haha after that we went to rent some movies and ate something, we came home and megan and andrew stayed out on the couch. and thomas and i made sweet ♥ on my bed =]ah we popped my beds virginity. how cute... anyways yeah we spent the rest of the day cuddled up and after that they went home... =[ thats always the bitter sweet part. but it was def. well worth it. i cant wait til i see him again. ♥ 1 ♥

fuck a nigga let em kno hes fuckin wit a raw bitch [Friday July 1st, 2005 12:08pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | usher- confessions ] ( pussy ass bitchhhh ) 1 ♥

my heart is breaking all over again [Thursday June 30th, 2005 11:59am] [ mood | its a movie playin w/o sound ] [ music | xXplosive- Dr. Dre ] "cuz i hate you. do you hate me? good cuz' your so fuckin beautiful when your angry." __* they say that music and your sence of smell is what triggers memories the most... right now I'm thinking about the first day i met him... about the time he was with justina in her car... and then we were at the docks... i remember lookin at him with her and i was like damn, why is he with her??? but then i remember really meeting him... on his front porch... with megan and e... thinkin damn hes fine. thinking about the time we heard the rain comming, and we all jumped into the truck... all 6 of us crammed in the truck, me sitting on his lap... feeling his heart beat... feeling his fingers playing with my bellybutton ring... and afterwards going to the beach... sitting in the back seat of the car with his arm around me, i remember perfectly... i grabbed the bacardi razz bottle out from between his legs and drank it... we went to the beach and sat on the life gard station and had our first real conversation there... (and thats also the place where we ended up making love for the last night that summer...) he let me spark the blunt... im thinking about our first kiss, we were wrestling, and he ended up on top of me, tickling me, and i kissed him, and ended up straddling him... big mike walked in on us... im thinkin about the first time we made love, him with his white and baby blue shirts, in the car.. in front of the lake... i was wearing the white shorts and piink o4' shirt... i leaned back and honked the horn twice... went back to his house afterwards... then home... with crazy emotions in my head and heart. the next night i spent the night with him. so much happened throughout the summer... but it all started once megan got there... everyone knew that one night that i was going to just break down... everyone was feeding me bars, everyone bought me a bottle that night. for real... grey goose, skyy blue, barcardi razz.. walkin up to megan fucked up... "megoz!! here!" a blunt, two bars, and a cup, straight up vodka... that night my heart hurt. i remember hazaboo... "i was more his boo then anyone else..." summer o4... dammn. i remember it all... even after the summer, all up until valentines day 05' that nigga laced us... he kept us all happy, and i was young and in love... in every qirl's life there is a boy she'll never forqet and a summer where it all beqan. o5'lets see how it will go down this year ♥ 0 ♥

pictures! [Thursday May 12th, 2005 5:13pm] [ mood | eeeeeeeee! ] [ music | bubble pop electric** ] ( Read more... ) 0 ♥

wao... [Friday April 15th, 2005 4:25am] [ mood | wao... ] [ music | megan singing to me ] ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ FriendsOnly ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ bitches you know you love me 3 ♥

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